Stop The Tears From Falling...

This is Jim's favourite picture of himself, mine too!

So... I've had a fantstic weekend! Friday was great, I took lots of silly pictures of us all in the crazy novelty Guinness hats we got for drinking pints of the stuff! I don't think Jim drank as much as I was expecting him too, but then again he didn't ever not have a pint of beer in his hand throughout the course of the evening. Saturday I had to work, but was really nice to spend the day working with Helen...I'm going to miss her lots! She's awesome! Jim's car pasted its MOT so he came and picked me up from work and we headed straight off back to his. We then followed his parents back into town to the bowling alley, and had two games of bowling! I lost the first game miserabley, but came third in the second game(which Jim kindly pointed out was closer to loosing than winning! Thanx hunni!)...I reckon I could've won, if only we had another game!!!! There was a crazy man in the lane next to us, wearing an England shirt, who took a run up to the bowling lane and hussed the ball through the air, landing half way down the lane, and knocked out the pins everytime! He was immense!...though a little scary! We then went to a Chinese restaurant and ate gorgeous food! Plus Jim was given a free bottle of Champagne at the end of the meal as it was he birthday celebrations! *bonus* We all went back to Jim's house afterwards to eat the cake I made him, 'cos we didn't eat it Friday night at the pub, and we had a glass of bubbley. Jim opened his presents that evening 'cos his parents wanted to see him open them. Jim and I then came back to mine and we went to bed (no more needs to be said!) I then gave him a couple of his presnts and his card to open 'cos he was all excited from getting his presents from his family. I got him a Guinness beer money bank and some Guinness beer mats. I wanted him to wait till the morning to open his main present from me, but he made me give in!... I got him a 4x4 Land Rover off-roading day driving experience!!! He loved it, of course, and he showed me his appreciation! We finally got to sleep around half1, but had a nice lie in this morning! I woke him up though for a special birthday good morning awakening! tee hee! Today we had pizza for breakfast (birthday boys request) and then walked my doggies around the mere. Jim went home for sunday lunch, so I popped into town with mum and went round to Emma White's new flat room! Was pretty cool...makes me want to move out! Mum came picked me up and took me to tesco so I could buy some Ben and Jerry's ice cream for when Jim came back round this evening. He came in and we sat to eat the ice cream, mum popped round her friends house in the village to give us some time alone, Jim hugged me I got that horrible feeling stuck in my throat where I tried to hold back from crying. I couldn't help it and that was it, I couldn't stop crying. It was a mixture of being so happy 'cos i'm with Jim, but also of being really upset that he had to leave me again. We just sat on my sofa holding each other close, and I just couldn't stop the tears from falling. I love him so much.