Turned It. Down...

Ok so everyone is calling me crazy 'cos I turned down the chance to go on an all expenses paid holiday to Italy for 5 days 6 nights staying near Pompeii in a hotel with Adam and Emily, plus her two brothers, last Thursday! They're due back today at 4 O'colck so I hope the holiday went really well for them...I guess I'll find that one out later! The thing is, Jim was back early on Friday and I'd been really excited bout seeing him for the past 2 weeks (he wasn't home last weekend) and both our family's were away for the weekend...so we had both been looking forward to being with eachother. Then on last Wednesday night, Adam calls me at home saying that Emily's dad had f**ked up with his passport so could no longer go on his holiday to Italy with his kids...therefore leaving a ticket spare (or money wasted) and wanted to know if I could take his place!? I had to let them know asap ie. in a few hours, whether or not I could go 'cos they had to change the name on the ticket! It was one of the hardest decisions 'cos part of me was screaming yes, and part of me was screaming no...plus everyone around me wanted me to go! The thing was I was going to feel doubt either way so I just had to go with my gut feeling and not go. I do kinda wish I went, but staying home this weekend was great! Lots of good things have happened to me, and lots of great things have happened between me and Jim so I know I made the right choice of staying here..I can't wait to see Adam and Emily once they're back!